Wednesday, April 16, 2008

One year ago today... The mini-series

One year ago today, I was sitting here at my desk, on my computer, IMing with a friend, when my phone rang. I saw a Vanderbilt number and took a deep breath as I answered. My heart sank as I tried to comprehend what the doctor was saying... "Cancer... requires chemotherapy... immediate admission... no time to waste." The rest was pretty much a fog. I remember choking back the tears and trying to swallow the lump in my throat as I asked, "Is she going to lose her hair?" *sigh*

Thus began our whirlwind of notifying family and friends, getting Kassidy and Kameron situated over at my mom's house, trying to figure out what we would need to pack in order to survive 3-4 weeks in a hospital room... and prayer... lots and lots of prayer. Please God, just let my baby live. I need her more than You do.

We did make time for this first:




Kennedy's 3rd Birthday portraits... one month early... I prayed they would not be her last.

More reflection later.

27 comments:

~Melissa~ said...

I remember when you had these pictures done. I was crying right along with you.

I'm glad you've come so far. How strong you and Kennedy are!

Laurie said...

OMG! Those photos are so stinkin' adorable! Continued prayers and blessings for you, Kennedy and your family!

South Carolina Mom said...

She is beautiful! The pictures are fabulous and seem to capture her inquisitive personality (obviously I don't know her, I am making that judgement based on the pics).

As you continue to live life, just remember Job 23:10.

Kristen said...

I remember!!! We were in FL for Ethan's MAW trip and we had just met up with Di, ME, and the rest of the family. I wanted to be with you guys so bad! I wanted to do anything that I could for you, for Kennedy. Your baby girl has a place in my heart- even before I was able to hold her in my own arms.

God bless you all.

Michelle said...

Oh! I didn't have Ruby a year ago, and Karly didn't have cancer a year ago. I didn't even have a blog a year ago! So these pictures are completely new to me.

I've always thought Kennedy was beautiful, but oh my gosh - her hair is just so lovely. I'm so glad she's tough & doing so well.

Beth said...

WOW!! She is beautiful (with or without hair)!!! So glad she is doing well - thoughts and prayers continue your way!!!

Laura said...

CANCER, those words I hate! I don't think anyone knows how those words truly feel until it's that close. I don't know about a child with cancer, but a husband and all that went through my mind...and at times still does. Like when the labs come up, pet scan, or even when he just doesn't feel well. CANCER can and does change you forever. I'm sooo HAPPY Miss Kennedy is doing so well, we'll still keep praying! She is precious, beautiful, and a trooper!!! God placed her in the right hands, your a great mom!We are still finding people to vote for you, all of the Muncks with E-mails have!!!

Christina said...

Hugs...I remember you tell me. I was at work when you called and when I got off the phone I cried. I am so thankful that Kennedy is in remission and pray that she stays that way forever!

Alyssa said...

many many prayers that this year is better than the last.

Debbie said...

She is just gorgeous, with or without the hair!

As We Sail... said...

Fantastic job on the slide show. And a fantastic little girl, too!

Milk Mama said...

Oh my goodness! Kennedy is such a beautiful little girl!!! I just love her and I haven't met her! :D

somebody's mama said...

I'm so glad she will be having a 4th birthday...and many more.

She is such a natural model, so photogenic.

Your both so amazing!

I'm so glad you have shared your journey.

hugs

Rebecca

nicki mcfadden said...

You both are truly amazing!

What an extraordinary year you all have been through!

Pam said...

You know, I didn't know you guys then, and my heart breaks reading your post.

You are amazing, and have been through so much. What an inspiration you are.

What an inspiration Kennedy is. She is so beautiful.

I love those pictures, she takes beautiful pictures!!

((HUGS!!!))

Jessica said...

I just recently found your blog. My husband and I used to be at Fort Campbell for 8 years (now we are at Lewis). I just wanted to tell you that I think you are amazing for all that you do. I also want you to know that Kennedy is hands down one of the most beautiful children I have ever seen. All of your stories about your kids crack me up. They are all so precious and funny! You must be so proud of them. I can't wait to read more!
(By the way I know it is a little random for someone you don't know to leave you comments. If you want you can email me and I will give you permission to read my blog (you can get to know me a little that way and so I won't be such a stranger!) jess.oakes@gmail.com).

lintofpocket said...

So glad I found your blog, Renee. I'll be back. Kennedy is priceless!-gillian from downsyn (Polly's mom)

Shari said...

I have always thought that Kennedy is beautiful! These pictures bring tears to my eyes. She's such a fighter. Cute as can be! Priceless!

Ashley's Attic said...

She's just so cute!

Kacey Bode said...

I have goosebumps and tears! Goosebumps because Kennedy is SO beautiful!! Tears because I can't imagine getting that phone call, and especially when you said you were hoping these were not her last photos. You guys have come so far, you are both SO incredibly strong, and I am so glad that we have got to see many more pictures of the beautiful Kennedy. The girl should be a model, really.

Leigh Ann said...

Those portraits are GORGEOUS! Such a little beauty! I have another friend who has a daughter with Down Syndrome and is also battling leukemia and her husband was also deployed (but in the states). Small world. You moms amaze me with your strength. She is absolutely adorable. I hope her treatments are going well.

Lea White said...

Oh wow, what beautiful photos. She is absolutely gorgeous!!!

How did you do your photos like that in your blog?

Lea White
Wellington, New Zealand
http://whitesinnz.blogspot.com
http://bravefighters.blogspot.com

toooooomanyboyz.wordpress.com said...

She is so adorable.....unbelievably precious.....thanks for sharing the pics.....

on a side note....daley just left Nashville this morning for San Francisco....then back to Atlanta.....and hopefully home.....he may make a sidetrip there before he comes home though....let you know....he has been there for the past two weeks.....

Kim said...

Oh my goodness, things that can happen in a year.. I remember first learning of Miss Kennedy on downsyn. I had just joined and Miss Kennedy was going through all she did with her tonsil surgery....whew!!! I don't know how you made it through that let alone the cancer stuff. You and your family are amazing and I have learned a lot from you all. Miss Kennedy will always hold and very special place in OUR family :)

Huge HUGS
Kim and Miss T

Rebecca said...

Naiah: Oh, she's so PRETTY!

I'm so glad you still have your baby. God is good.

SabrinaT said...

What a beautiful daughter. Great photos.

The Journey Begins Here said...

God is good...all the time. Look how far you've come. Thinking of you often and praying for all of the Garcias.

Love T